A Love I Never Knew I Needed
Growing up I did not desire to have children. I wasn’t the person that dreamed about being a mother. I did not see the value in occupying that space. I could not understand why anyone would desired that. After all, most of the conversations that I’ve heard from mothers and other people in my life consisted of children being a pain, a barrier to your dreams, and your life. So why would I desire that? Why would I desire to have someone who will be in the way, get on my nerves, and hinder me from living my best life?
Well, I can attest that after two abortions, God healed my heart, my mind, my soul, and changed my perspective. I realized I internalized as a teenager, what other women and men said about children ruining your future. I internalized other people’s experiences. But, now my thoughts and feelings have shifted. Now I am able to experience a love I never knew I needed. God has expanded the capacity in my heart to love our little girl, to receive her love, and enjoy life with her. I would not have it any other way. I am grateful. I am vulnerable. I am blessed. Thank you Lord.
Much gratitude and love,
Noah’s Mommy
What a beautiful testimony. When people ask me if I have children, I tell them that I have 25(my students). Although I never had any biological children, my students are a blessing.They stress me out sometimes, but they also make me laugh and smile.
I never knew about this blog it’s only TMH God to have led me to stop and my gorgeous lil cousin. Rev Lashona you are my cousin I need you to know these messages have been received and have touched me in such a special way I am overwhelmed with gratitude I appreciate you and what God is doing has done and will continue to do.You have given me strength and encouragement Blessings to You and Your Family and Our Family as A Whole. I will be following your blog